Thursday, 2 December 2010 | 10:06 am
Stream of Consciousness Morning Journal & the story continues,
I've read an article about having a morning journal, and i thought it's quite interesting. Writing down whatever you thought in the morning journal the moment you wake up every morning w/o editing can help ppl to rid themselves of "mental debris", allowing them to become more focus on accomplishing their goals during the rest of the day.
After writing down your thoughts, read thru it again and underline those thoughts that you find negative, then rewrite them as a positive affirmation.
e.g (negative thought) "I'm feeling restless to go to school for lesson later. "
(and rewrite with positive affirmation)
"I'm excited and I cant wait to go to school for lesson muahahaha."
Okay, maybe that example i gave wasnt that good, but haha. :p
Anw, I decided I should TRY to write one every morning when i wake up too. yeeeehahahaha.
Okay, though I woke up like 3hours ago, but since i'm in the school library doing nothing (cause i skipped lecture cause i'm late and dare not enter the LT now :\), i thought this is a good time to write my 'morning' journal today. :p
- I'm feeling depressed cause I lost track of the work and projects that i got to do and complete and I dont know where to start from now.
- I feel bad for being late for every lesson all the time, I have no time management.
- I am so stupid cause i know a few strategies to help me solve these problems, but i dont apply those strategies and all i do is doing nothing to solve the problems.
- I can't wait to meet my friends and celebrate their birthday during our long break today. :)
- I'm afraid that I will start to feel unmotivated to do my work an project soon.
- I dont look forward to the next time that i got to speak up.
- I am afraid of being embarassed by myself and people giving me the weird look.
- And I dont really like my sweaty palm.
- I am motivated to do my work and projects and as long as I do it whenever I am free, even if i have 30min of time to do, I can finish my work and project bit by bit. :)
- Everyone has their weakness, I shouldnt feel bad about it but to slowly change for the better. It will happen. x)
- I am not stupid and I should try applying some strategies and see if they can help to solve my problems. No harm trying even if it fails, cause at least i know i've tried it. :))
- I will always be motivated and excited to complete my projects and workk! I will keep having different ways to keep me motivated! xD
- "You'll never enjoy your life living behind the bars. YOu're so afraid of taking chances, how you gonna reach the top?" I should not be afraid or nervous of speaking up, but grab every opportunity to do so, as much as i dont want to. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
- I shouldnt be embarrassed by myself, it's normal for people to make mistake and ppl dont give me weird look. I think too much. (LOL at this. xD)
- What's wrong with sweaty palm? So many people say they dont mind my sweaty palm, in fact almost everyone around me, so why do i mind so much about it? Forget about those who're disgusted by my sweaty palm, they dont know what they're saying and i still love them for who they are. :):):)
Ohgosh, I should try to love myself more man.
Ahhhh! I do feel better now! I know I'm starting to love myself moreee tooo. :D:D:D:D
♥ Hello wello.
Hello there, i'm
Vivian Poh Hui Xin Thalia. (: I'm a Christian,
got Baptist on 01march2009. That's how i got my baptist name
Thalia.
And as you can see, i'm insanely in love with
GREEN.
I have sweaty palm, which explains why i'm quite sensitive to people touching my hands.
Friends say that i'm crazy, random, blur and
COOL too. xD I love to try new things that're weird, cause they're really cool imo.
What i'm best at doing is to helphelphelp. I really enjoy doing voluntary/social work. ;)
Happily attached to the cool boy on 05october2010. ♥ Now he is really a distracting source to me, because he is so AW-ESOME and ADORABLE. xD
I also wanna emphasise that I really cherish friendships alot. I love making new friends too. :)
Other things you might wanna know about me.
My fav numbers is 2, 4 & 6.
I really love seeing the word 'green', 'nature', 'gaia', 'environment', 'recycle' etc LOL. You may say that I'm biased, since those words have got something to do with GREEEEEN. xD
I'm a naturalist too, I really dislike seeing big litters lying around.
And that's how GREEEEN I am. ;)
♥ The time is NOW. x)
♥ Keep in contact with me.
♥ Strong Desires.
I desire for
-a better relationship with God.
-sweaty palm be gone FOREVER.
-have more faith and confidence in myself.
-grow taller!
-good quality earpiece
-hard disk
-stop dwelling in the
past :\
-
ipod nano multi-touch
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macbook pro
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BRACES!
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that skipping rope i saw in B.I.R.D shop.
♥ Be talkative.
♥ Cool People.
HUIMIN!<3
VANIA!<3
angela
crystal lim
erchin
ethel
gabrielle
heather
huishan
huiqing
jaslin
jean
jelene
jingfang
joanne
joash
liuzhi
mandy
siewjean
szepei
tay jiamin
vivian tay
wanxin
yanying
yingtian
zoey
CHURCH. ;)
E462
alexis
belle
Brother Edmund
elle
esther ng
esther R.
jolene
mingyang
suting
yuting
Pastor Kong
Pastor Phil
CAMP TRAINING!
jowilynn
♥ Coolio Music ;)
Music Playlist at
MixPod.com
♥ The PAST is over now.
February 2007March 2007April 2007June 2007July 2007August 2007September 2007November 2007December 2007January 2008February 2008March 2008April 2008May 2008June 2008December 2008January 2010February 2010April 2010August 2010December 2010January 2011February 2011 ♥ Credits.
