Tuesday 17 August 2010 | 9:37 am
& the story continues,
LOOOOOOOOOL. An even OLDER POST hereeeeeee.
3 years agoooo!! It was during the june holidays when i was sec2 leh. xD
it's only a fewww pictures of my family vacation to taiwan.
i dont even rmb taking all these pictures mannn. xD
| 9:07 am
WHAT AN OLD POST! & the story continues,
LOL. I was viewing the posts thru my blogger and realised that i have a super old post that i havent post since May2008! :O
It was saved as draft for 2years++!
And i know it'll be kinda pointless to post it now. but after looking at those pics, i've decided to post it. xD
it's not a very long post, but i wanna post mainly because of the pictures. xD
And i know it'll be kinda pointless to post it now. but after looking at those pics, i've decided to post it. xD
it's not a very long post, but i wanna post mainly because of the pictures. xD
okay, so here it is.
hello.
i shall post the picturesssss i took with HUIMIN<3.
HUIMIN'S SO CRAZYYYYY!
LOL! i look so studious with her specs. xD
took pitures with her youngest bro as well. he's so cute lah. xD
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. that's all. i think this post was not completed.
Friday 13 August 2010 | 1:23 pm
Nightmares & the story continues,
Okay, i had nightmare last night. I rarely have nightmares one lor. And i know it's after watching 'Inception' that I started having nightmares and weird dreams. :\
And just like what that guy in 'Inception' talked about dreams, I realised that i cant really rmb the beginning and the end of my dream. Now i believe what he said man. I only rmb the part where i was at the food court onwards, where i cant decide what food to buy.
Dreamt of her as well, the one whom i always cant get over that we're not bff now. After buying my food i was looking for table to settle down, then i saw her.
Sat with her and some other ppl i cant rmb who.
She gave me the look when i asked if i could sit with her, but she nodded her head. Then she went to buy pepsi light canned drink. I treated her like how i would treat a best friend, and asked her if she could share her drink with me. She stared at me and doesnt seems to be willing at all. I wonder if this dream is telling me smth, that i should just forget about her and moveeee on. It feels like it's telling me that even when we really meet one day to patch things up, things will never be the same anymore, even if i still treat her as a best friend.
Okay, continue with my dream. Since she kept quiet, i took it as she agreed to share it with me, since 'silence means consent'. So i acted ignorant and turn to my bag to look for my wallet so that i could pay her the shared cost of the drinks, and realised that i've lost my wallet.
Dreamt of her as well, the one whom i always cant get over that we're not bff now. After buying my food i was looking for table to settle down, then i saw her.
Sat with her and some other ppl i cant rmb who.
She gave me the look when i asked if i could sit with her, but she nodded her head. Then she went to buy pepsi light canned drink. I treated her like how i would treat a best friend, and asked her if she could share her drink with me. She stared at me and doesnt seems to be willing at all. I wonder if this dream is telling me smth, that i should just forget about her and moveeee on. It feels like it's telling me that even when we really meet one day to patch things up, things will never be the same anymore, even if i still treat her as a best friend.
Okay, continue with my dream. Since she kept quiet, i took it as she agreed to share it with me, since 'silence means consent'. So i acted ignorant and turn to my bag to look for my wallet so that i could pay her the shared cost of the drinks, and realised that i've lost my wallet.
Lol, and i dont know why, I ran to burger king (instead of the stall that i bought food from the food court. In my dream, i didnt even go BK to buy anything lah. weird.) to look for my wallet. I saw this weird looking guy staring at me when i was at the entrance of BK. But i pretended that i didnt see him. I went to the counter and asked the person for my lost wallet. And in my dream i was using my old wallet, not the current one. hmph. The person went in to check and my found my wallet. As i was on my way back to the food court i realised that my left thumb was missing, so i went back to BK again to ask the person, and they found my thumb. I dont know how, but i somehow managed put my thumb back. Though it fits perfectly when i put it back, it looks slightly fatter then my usual thumb. At first when i put my thumb back, I cant feel it at all, but after trying to wriggle my thumb for a short while, my left thumb felt numb and finally felt normal.
When everything seems back to normal, i walked back to the food court, and on my way back i open my wallet to check if anything was missing. But turned out that I have more than $100++ when i only have 10bucks left before i lost my wallet. I was so shocked and felt smth isnt right. Then i saw a note in my wallet, which says "Shock to see so much money? Bring me your sis and we'll sell her to bring you more money," I was scared, i dont know what the person is trying to tell me. I was wondering if he had alr kidnapped my sis, if this was considered a kidnapping case, or was the 'sis' actually referring to me, cause the note probably was meant for my family/sis to see, not me. I somehow knew my family was in trouble, felt sooo scared and started running. Then I felt that i was being watched as I run. I kept running, and as i run, thoughts of my family being in danger and my sis being killed flashed through my mind. Then i ran till i was standing in the middle of the road that is surrounded by buildings, and the road is closed as there's a performance going on. And before i knew, bullets were flying everywhere and all the performers were shot.
Then i woke up. URGH. nightmare. (N) The dream felt sooo long. dont wanna talk abt it anymore. :\
Then i woke up. URGH. nightmare. (N) The dream felt sooo long. dont wanna talk abt it anymore. :\
Thursday 12 August 2010 | 12:46 pm
& the story continues,
I cant believe it's August now mannnnn!
And I'm havingggggggg looooooooong holiday. :D
Really wanna spend more quality times with BFF HUIMIN and Vania <3.
And it's been a long time since I've blogged and i know that. :\
Dont even know if i still wanna continue blogging or not.
And I realise i havent touch my diary for a loooong loooong time as well! haiyo.
I'm soo gonna start writing in my diary for almost every single day from now on! :D
I miss writing almost everything in my diary every single day. :\
Secrets that i'm too embarrassed to tell anyone, ahahahahas, it makes me laugh so hard when i flipped back and read those diary entries that i've wrote. xD
Okay, if i'm gonna start writing every single day from now on, this means that i got to buy more diaries. I have not much pages left to write in my current diaryy. >.<
So, today i'm going to meet dylan to study later.
Well, more of like he's studying, not me. xD
I shall do my online quiz/journal logs while he studies.
And my mummy's coming home today! :D
Kekekes.
Hopefully she bought me sport shoes and jackets this time. *beam*
Coooooool.
So i shall start writing in my diary now.
I miss you diary. :)
P.S Glee's really awesome. Ahahahahas. Next Target: The Big Bang Theory. x)
Wednesday 4 August 2010 | 7:53 pm
you're missed by me. & the story continues,
I was looking at my old posts, again. I dont know why i love looking at my old posts, and reminiscing about the things we did together. They are really unforgettable. I really wish that i can go back to those days again. Everything changed, so much. And i know i should just move on with life.
And no matter what, although we dont really keep in contact anymore, you will still be one of the best friends in my life. You played a big part in my life, and i will not forget. I must have been a lousy best friend then. I think the problem lies with me and I've caused our friendship to be damaged. I know this friendship cannot be mend anymore, but neither do i want to let it go out of my life. I think you must be really special to me. I must be crazy to be still missing you and still feeling the hurt in my heart when our friendship crumbled about a year back.
I've learnt alot though. And it's only when our friendship crumbled then i realise you're really a good friend. Sighh. But what's the use of saying all these now. I shouldn't even be looking back at the past. And hopefully i can stop looking at the old posts and think about you again. It's kinda pointless. But I'll still keep you in prayer though.
You've been missed by me much, but i will tell myself that this will be the last time.
And i do cherish friendship alot, especially the friendship we once had. Really.
But you and i, we both know that it's impossible for us to be the best of friends ever again.
Time to let go.
