Wednesday, 4 August 2010 | 7:53 pm
you're missed by me. & the story continues,
I was looking at my old posts, again. I dont know why i love looking at my old posts, and reminiscing about the things we did together. They are really unforgettable. I really wish that i can go back to those days again. Everything changed, so much. And i know i should just move on with life.
And no matter what, although we dont really keep in contact anymore, you will still be one of the best friends in my life. You played a big part in my life, and i will not forget. I must have been a lousy best friend then. I think the problem lies with me and I've caused our friendship to be damaged. I know this friendship cannot be mend anymore, but neither do i want to let it go out of my life. I think you must be really special to me. I must be crazy to be still missing you and still feeling the hurt in my heart when our friendship crumbled about a year back.
I've learnt alot though. And it's only when our friendship crumbled then i realise you're really a good friend. Sighh. But what's the use of saying all these now. I shouldn't even be looking back at the past. And hopefully i can stop looking at the old posts and think about you again. It's kinda pointless. But I'll still keep you in prayer though.
You've been missed by me much, but i will tell myself that this will be the last time.
And i do cherish friendship alot, especially the friendship we once had. Really.
But you and i, we both know that it's impossible for us to be the best of friends ever again.
Time to let go.
♥ Hello wello.
Hello there, i'm
Vivian Poh Hui Xin Thalia. (: I'm a Christian,
got Baptist on 01march2009. That's how i got my baptist name
Thalia.
And as you can see, i'm insanely in love with
GREEN.
I have sweaty palm, which explains why i'm quite sensitive to people touching my hands.
Friends say that i'm crazy, random, blur and
COOL too. xD I love to try new things that're weird, cause they're really cool imo.
What i'm best at doing is to helphelphelp. I really enjoy doing voluntary/social work. ;)
Happily attached to the cool boy on 05october2010. ♥ Now he is really a distracting source to me, because he is so AW-ESOME and ADORABLE. xD
I also wanna emphasise that I really cherish friendships alot. I love making new friends too. :)
Other things you might wanna know about me.
My fav numbers is 2, 4 & 6.
I really love seeing the word 'green', 'nature', 'gaia', 'environment', 'recycle' etc LOL. You may say that I'm biased, since those words have got something to do with GREEEEEN. xD
I'm a naturalist too, I really dislike seeing big litters lying around.
And that's how GREEEEN I am. ;)
♥ The time is NOW. x)
♥ Keep in contact with me.
♥ Strong Desires.
I desire for
-a better relationship with God.
-sweaty palm be gone FOREVER.
-have more faith and confidence in myself.
-grow taller!
-good quality earpiece
-hard disk
-stop dwelling in the
past :\
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ipod nano multi-touch
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macbook pro
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BRACES!
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that skipping rope i saw in B.I.R.D shop.
♥ Be talkative.
♥ Cool People.
HUIMIN!<3
VANIA!<3
angela
crystal lim
erchin
ethel
gabrielle
heather
huishan
huiqing
jaslin
jean
jelene
jingfang
joanne
joash
liuzhi
mandy
siewjean
szepei
tay jiamin
vivian tay
wanxin
yanying
yingtian
zoey
CHURCH. ;)
E462
alexis
belle
Brother Edmund
elle
esther ng
esther R.
jolene
mingyang
suting
yuting
Pastor Kong
Pastor Phil
CAMP TRAINING!
jowilynn
♥ Coolio Music ;)
Music Playlist at
MixPod.com
♥ The PAST is over now.
February 2007March 2007April 2007June 2007July 2007August 2007September 2007November 2007December 2007January 2008February 2008March 2008April 2008May 2008June 2008December 2008January 2010February 2010April 2010August 2010December 2010January 2011February 2011 ♥ Credits.
