Friday, 13 August 2010 | 1:23 pm
Nightmares & the story continues,
Okay, i had nightmare last night. I rarely have nightmares one lor. And i know it's after watching 'Inception' that I started having nightmares and weird dreams. :\
And just like what that guy in 'Inception' talked about dreams, I realised that i cant really rmb the beginning and the end of my dream. Now i believe what he said man. I only rmb the part where i was at the food court onwards, where i cant decide what food to buy.
Dreamt of her as well, the one whom i always cant get over that we're not bff now. After buying my food i was looking for table to settle down, then i saw her.
Sat with her and some other ppl i cant rmb who.
She gave me the look when i asked if i could sit with her, but she nodded her head. Then she went to buy pepsi light canned drink. I treated her like how i would treat a best friend, and asked her if she could share her drink with me. She stared at me and doesnt seems to be willing at all. I wonder if this dream is telling me smth, that i should just forget about her and moveeee on. It feels like it's telling me that even when we really meet one day to patch things up, things will never be the same anymore, even if i still treat her as a best friend.
Okay, continue with my dream. Since she kept quiet, i took it as she agreed to share it with me, since 'silence means consent'. So i acted ignorant and turn to my bag to look for my wallet so that i could pay her the shared cost of the drinks, and realised that i've lost my wallet.
Lol, and i dont know why, I ran to burger king (instead of the stall that i bought food from the food court. In my dream, i didnt even go BK to buy anything lah. weird.) to look for my wallet. I saw this weird looking guy staring at me when i was at the entrance of BK. But i pretended that i didnt see him. I went to the counter and asked the person for my lost wallet. And in my dream i was using my old wallet, not the current one. hmph. The person went in to check and my found my wallet. As i was on my way back to the food court i realised that my left thumb was missing, so i went back to BK again to ask the person, and they found my thumb. I dont know how, but i somehow managed put my thumb back. Though it fits perfectly when i put it back, it looks slightly fatter then my usual thumb. At first when i put my thumb back, I cant feel it at all, but after trying to wriggle my thumb for a short while, my left thumb felt numb and finally felt normal.
When everything seems back to normal, i walked back to the food court, and on my way back i open my wallet to check if anything was missing. But turned out that I have more than $100++ when i only have 10bucks left before i lost my wallet. I was so shocked and felt smth isnt right. Then i saw a note in my wallet, which says "Shock to see so much money? Bring me your sis and we'll sell her to bring you more money," I was scared, i dont know what the person is trying to tell me. I was wondering if he had alr kidnapped my sis, if this was considered a kidnapping case, or was the 'sis' actually referring to me, cause the note probably was meant for my family/sis to see, not me. I somehow knew my family was in trouble, felt sooo scared and started running. Then I felt that i was being watched as I run. I kept running, and as i run, thoughts of my family being in danger and my sis being killed flashed through my mind. Then i ran till i was standing in the middle of the road that is surrounded by buildings, and the road is closed as there's a performance going on. And before i knew, bullets were flying everywhere and all the performers were shot.
Then i woke up. URGH. nightmare. (N) The dream felt sooo long. dont wanna talk abt it anymore. :\
