Wednesday, 27 January 2010 | 11:46 pm
i would rather go ITE, and interview's my greatest fear. & the story continues,
MOE: VIVIAN POH HUI XIN, you are posted to NANYANG POLY, ELECTRONICS, COMPUTER & COMMUNICATIONS ENGG (C89) under 2010 JAE.
i'm totally speechless. it's not even in my 12choices. i don't even know what this course's about. and my JPSAE, it was unsuccessful too. i've got friends who got lousier results than me, but still able to get into those courses they want. and at least they can get into one of their choices.
i wanted to cry so badly, but i just couldnt cry out. i dont know why, and i told my sis about it. she told me because i was too upset about it, thats why i couldnt cry.
but it's no use getting upset at all, not as if i can get into early childhood if i cry for hours.
everything happen for a reason, right?
so i've registered for DAE in tp straight after i saw my message sent by MOE, and am going to fast and pray hard that i'll be able to get in to early childhood, or gerontological course in tp.
after that i went to registered for DAE in nyp, hoping that if i couldnt get in to the courses in tp, i could get in to hospitality & tourism management or social science(but less likely for social science, since the cut-off point is 14).
and i'm going to np tomorrow to register for DAE. i cant imagine myself travelling from tampines to clementi, but yeah, i want to get into early childhood course you see. :\
seriously, i was so prepared to get into ITE when we were waiting for the O' Level results. though my results are lousy, i was glad that i can get into poly. but now. if i really have got no choice but to go to that computer course i'm posted to, i rather i go ite. i really wanna do smth that i'm interested in.
but guess i just got to wait for my results for my DAE first, and prepare my portfolio for interview if i'm accepted by the courses. the advisor even told me to do newspaper cuttings and reflections on those articles. i have to sound convincing enough during the interview.
Interview's my biggest fear. when i was talking to the advisor, she kinda gave me a feel of what the interview will be like, and i started getting nervous. when we leave tp, my sis was telling me that i was cracking my knuckles when the advisor interviewed me, and it was so loud that the advisor looks shocked and worried at the same time, and i didnt even know that i've cracked my knuckles! my sis even joked that i may not be selected for early childhood or gerontological cause' the advisor might think that i'll scare the children or the elderlies whenever i cracked my knuckles. CHOYCHOYCHOY! TOUCHWOOD!
yeah anyway, i'm going down to gms to collect my testimonial tmr.
vivi's gonna try her best and not give up. she'll be super prepared for the interview with a super strong portfolio to convince the interviewer. she'll overcome her fear.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, so there's no need to fear! everything's gonna be alright for me. i really believe.
