Thursday, 20 March 2008 | 8:45 pm
& the story continues,
happy good friday friends.
one special thing about this week is that we had our good news week(what else).
and seriously, i gets moody, confused, annoyed and all, after the good news week(every year).
i gets irritated and frustrated of myself.
i'm a buddhist, but there's this effing problem is that i believe in both religion, which makes me even hard to decide. and i seriously feel that my friends and relatives are pressing me for my answer, they wanted me to decide as soon as possible, when they are telling me to 'take my time, and it's never to late to change my mind'. i need more time.
it's really not easy to decide. it's like, you heard many stories about jesus and everything from pastors and your christian friends, but you really didn't see it for yourself. it's really diff to explain and understand. you didn't experience it. same goes for anyone, it's hard for them to be buddhist if i ask them to be one, explain and tell them many true stories. who will be convinced?
so, why am i talking about all these.
guess i'm thinking too much.
why can't things be simplier? :(
sigh.
