Thursday 17 February 2011 | 11:11 pm
& the story continues,
That choice is the glue that will hold you together. Even when the adrenaline rush is gone and the music fades, the love will live on.It is not important to find out who's fault it is. It is important for us to find a way to overcome this.I miss you terribly.
Wednesday 16 February 2011 | 11:32 pm
& the story continues,
Screwed up this sem......."It's not that I don't want to console you or make you feel betterbut I've felt so disillusioned with you lately. "what do you mean by that?
Unbelievable?I can't study much alr. Gonna wake up early tmrw to do project work/study.Have been falling asleep on the sofa lately. Gah. Pimples on my forehead everywhere.
Friday 11 February 2011 | 6:53 pm
& the story continues,
You can't believe I took so long to decide. I can't believe I made that decision, cause that's not even what I want.
I made that decision cause I dont wanna be the one deciding for you.
I dont want to be controlling, but you left me with no choice.
I dont want you to walk me home cause i'm on the verge of crying.
I dont want to let you know cause I know how you'll probably react.
My heart can't take it.
I rather I walk home alone.
Stupid psychology quiz forever so accurate whenever i take one sia.
Your Existing Situation
Feels her position is threatened or not properly recognized by others and feels defensive. Determined to go after her goals despite her fear of bringing conflict upon himself.
Your Stress Sources
"Sensitive, gentle, and emotional; having a strong need to find some sort of magical harmony and beauty. Artistic in nature, she longs to find a partner who finds these things important as well; however, having trouble finding such a perfect person. Keeps a close eye on her emotional and how much of herself is given to others. she must always know where she stands with others and longs to be regarded with respect. her taste are geared to the artistically beautiful and refined, but she can be harsh and critical of works of art and creativity. Yearns to make friends with those who can help build her intelligence and artistic ability."
Your Restrained Characteristics
"Feels she is getting less than she deserves for all her hard work; however, she makes no effort to change things and tries to make the best of the situation."
"Seeking to broaden her horizons and believes her hopes and dreams are realistic. Worries she may not be able to do the things she wants and needs to escape to a peaceful, quiet environment in order to restore her confidence."
Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective
Is in need of immediate rest and relaxation. Longs for peace and a sense they are understood. Feels she has been treated unfairly which makes her angry. Cannot stand to stay in an environment in which she is treated unfairly and with no consideration for her feelings.
Your Actual Problem
"Tends to be too trusting, so she must protect herself from this or she runs the risk of being misunderstood or used by others. Searching for a relationship which provides a safe and understanding environment, one where she knows exactly where she stands with her partner at all times."
Your Actual Problem #2
"Wants to be valued and respected, seeks a close and peaceful relationship with a shared respect of each other."
Monday 17 January 2011 | 11:44 pm
freaky quiz & the story continues,
The quiz that tongy introduced to me is really 'freaky', like what she's said.
It's so zhun leh. whenever i do it when i have different emotions, the results really turned out like how my emotions were at that time.
Your Existing Situation
Feeling dissatisfied in her current situation and has a strong desire to escape or find an immediate solution.
Your Stress Sources
"Feels unappreciated and in an unpleasant position. Needs personal recognition and the respect of others, since she has not been about to find partners who value the same things she does. she holds back her emotions and is unable to give fully of himself, but lasting isolation makes her want to change those ways and surrender to her deep urges. Giving in to her natural instincts and urges is a sign of weakness, so feeling this way makes her weak and irritable. Fighting these urges makes her feel stronger, as if she can take on anything that comes her way. Longs to be valued as an important associate and admired for her personal qualities."
Your Restrained Characteristics
Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.
Feels trapped in a helpless situation and is desperately seeking relief. she is able to find pleasure and happiness in sexual activity.
"Believes her hopes and dreams are realistic, but needs reassurance from others. Has strict standards when looking for a partner and wants guarantees that she will not be disappointed or lose."
"Willing to become emotionally involved because she feels isolated and alone. she tries to avoid conflict and disagreements, but her arrogance leads her to quickly take offense."
Your Desired Objective
"Needs peaceful surroundings. Looking for relief from stress, conflict, and arguments. Tries to control potentially harmful situations and arguments by treading lightly. Is sensitive, emotional, and has an eye for detail."
Your Actual Problem
Lack of energy leaves her unnoticed to pursue further activities or demands placed on her. she feels powerless which leaves her agitated and depressed. Tries to escape from her struggles by searching for peaceful and restful conditions in which to relax and recover in an atmosphere full of security.
Your Actual Problem #2
"Wants to be valued and respected, seeks a close and peaceful relationship with a shared respect of each other."
The coolest free personality test ever.
| 12:11 am
Distracted & the story continues,
Because I cant help but to be distracted. I cant be not distracted at all, I cant help it. Taking me longer to do my work cause cant focus.
Celebrated sis' bday @ suntec.
Whole family said i'm sweet cause I bought smth sweet. ^^v
I feel like this month is my season of giving instead, since december's usually the month that I spend alot and give stuff to many people. Last december I gave christmas pressie only to 2ppl. -_- But turns out this month's the month that I'm feeling more generous (I'm always one though :p) and bought stuff for ppl that they reminded me of. Even if it's a small thing it means a lot too right.
Another New Year Resolution:
Not to be late for everything!
Vivi you can do it. Please try your best.
I know I did improve compared to the last 2years.
But I can do better.
I used to dont love myself at all, but now I know that I've love myself more.
I have no rights to love others if I dont even love myself. Am I not wrong to say that?
Saturday 15 January 2011 | 2:11 am
& the story continues,
Just happen to come across this song. The song isnt that nice. It's not really catchy leh, but i think it's because of the lyrics. I kinda like part of the lyrics.
Haha, this is the kind of songs pri sch girls would like one sia. This would probably be my fav song if i'm still 10 years old. xD She reminds me of avril lavigne though.
How I wish things were this cool.
Actually I've been staring at my post thinking of what else i can blog about.
My back hurts.
I'm tired.
I really care.
I'm so easily influenced and easily affected.
Envy much.
I really care.
Sometimes I wish people can know me better.
I wanna it to last forever.
I dont know how to express myself.
Love hurts whether it is right or wrong.
okay off to bed now.
Saturday 8 January 2011 | 12:50 pm
Chemical romance & the story continues,
Taken from 2Jan, 2011, TheSundayTimes, in the Life! section.Thought this article was quite interesting, so I decided to share. ;)
Jan 2, 2011
Chemical romance
Locking lips smacks of hormones at play and can help you decide if someone is a suitable partner
Getting within nose range of someone allows you to detect information about a person's health. -- PHOTO: XINHUA
Click to see the full article. :)